December 8, 2010 Decisions
Why is it that when it comes to small things, I take such a long time to make my decisions, but when it’s something more major, I seem to just lose it and make the biggest decisions like that, in a burst of desperations, a way to GET OUT…!! I guess that’s my answer, the reason behind why I did that/ do that… but afterwards is alway filled with.. “should I really have done that??” Maybe I should have taken more time to think it aaaall the way through… now it seems too late..
Why do I get confirmations/affirmations AFTER the fact…?? Maybe because I decide to open up communications after I’ve already made all my decisions… *sigh*, the way I go about things don’t seem to make sense a lot of times… WHY!!!! Now I have to face them… and confront all my own insecurities and negligences. Please don’t let me revert to blaming them or sounding like I am..! That’s the LAST thing I want them to think!! Help me own up and just explain. In a way that’s easy for them to follow/understand where I am/was coming from. *sigh*
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