December 1, 2010 Threats
So yesterday, I was told that next semester, if I’m late in turning in even ONE assignment, I would be kicked out of the program!
Then today, that I must turn in all the missing assignments in by this Friday or else my standing in that class and in the program will be in jeopardy!
I can’t help but to think the worse case scenario.. that I FAIL. And think of possible alternatives for my life if not school and what I planned. Why doesn’t my mind think like a fighter? Why is it so quick to give up in hopelessness? How do you get a brain to start thinking positive and in terms of doable? I really just want to give up! I’ll have moments where I feel like, “oh, this can be doable!” And then a switch flips again and I’m back at the thoughts of, “ohhhhhh craaaaaap~~~ How can I get all this done in the time allotted??!! How did this seem doable just a little while ago?? gah!!
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